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New livejournal ___merci_bella
so stop adding this ONE!!
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[28 Jul 2004|02:02am] |
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Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
Sometimes you just can't get enough
You can't make me love you anymore than I do
But you can make me unreachable
Don’t make me cry
Cause this love don’t feel so right
You can't push a river
You can't make me fall
But you can make me unreachable.
People suck.. i'm bumed i wish my so called friends would fuck off.
this is my last entry for awhile*
As always, Melissa your a sweetie I love you.
Billy, I love you always
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| I love Billy |
[11 Jul 2004|10:30pm] |
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So i just got home today from up north and i'm probably going back up tomorrow ... after billy registers for classes. Anyways it was so fun i can't wait to go back sunsets and staying up late just talking was greatly loved. Nothing could get better then that... there were the funny times to.. 2 in the morning getting reading for bed a bunch of people start laughin there asses off so billy yells SHUTUP and gets no silence... so 2 minuets later after the laughing died down he yells... HAHAHA...SHUTUP.. they called him a cracker it was funny as hell. I guess you had to be there but it was definitely a goodtime.
I do miss Melissa I wish i could see her soon.
well i'm done i have to repack.
Billy i love you.
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[06 Jul 2004|07:50pm] |
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You can make me unreachable.
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| *My 4th of July sucked... I miss my boyfriend* |
[05 Jul 2004|06:29pm] |
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Everything sucks... let me tell you
I spent the nite over Christina's house on Friday night fun times... Shara, Amy, Dan, and Josh"shaw", also were over there we staied up all night listening to Dan and Josh talking about some show I have to say it was a good time. Even though we were tired as hell...we still went to Jefferson and watched ths sunrise.. it was so pretty "the huge cloud that is" lol and the freakin ants that were biteing me, i'd have to say that ruined it all.
ok so i guess thats not to bad that was fun here comes the shitty part..
Every year my family goes to the Cosios house for the 4th of July... well this year they worked at the taste fest which = no fireworks so we went to freedom hill, now don't get me wrong they were fun but i would of much rather been laying in the grass up north in Billys arms watching fireworks... :/
ohwell i'll be going up in a day but still I wish I was there now.
The fourth of July used to be my favorite holiday now it sucks!
I love Billy.
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| "God, how i've missed you" |
[29 Jun 2004|09:07pm] |
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Well well today went to Billy's today, he went and picked up his amp from some guys house with Eric Chadoba and left me at his house for an hour and a half and his brother left so I went to sleep... ha I think tomorrow i'm going to the mall and out to lunch prolly seeing Billy after that. yeah baby. thats all...
I saw "The note book" with Christina and family it was a great great movie.
9 days till up north
"i wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh."
<3Billy
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| I've got to make this life make since. |
[25 Jun 2004|02:59pm] |
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Yesterday the fireworks were cancled... so i'm going tonight. I love fireworks there so pretty.
Christina is on her way home as i type this. exciting. eh?
_Billy<3_
"I'm coming over but it never was enough, I got a feeling that my worst brings out the best in you"
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| *I think about you all the time* |
[24 Jun 2004|03:20pm] |
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Ok so I was hoping that Billy would get out of work early today so we can go see the fireworks in New Baltimore, Milissa and Bill are going i want to see that girl. But still to soon to tell if that will work out. Of course its raining outside its so wonderful. :)
Merissa where are you? Actually where is everyone..
goodness.<3 Billy 11 day till up north!
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| I fall with out my wings, i guess i need you baby. |
[22 Jun 2004|02:03pm] |
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argg... i'm all alone, again
I'm going to the doctors today so they can tell me whats wrong with me, I hope they make me stop coughing.
Christina is coming home tomorrow YAY!
i'm excited! baby~
I hope I hope I hope I get to see Billy tonight. :)
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| :)...<3Where is everyone? |
[21 Jun 2004|03:31pm] |
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Love is such a beautiful thing, i wouldn't trade this for the world.
Like christina said "I have the greatest bestfriends and boyfriend."
*sigh*
Merissa Christina where are you guysssss?
Billy I love you, I wish you were here.
I'm going to sleep.
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| :)...<3Where is everyone? |
[21 Jun 2004|03:31pm] |
Love is such a beautiful thing, i wouldn;t trade this for the world.
I love Merissa and Christina where are they? :(
Billy
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| I'll paint this smile and hope I never have to cry. |
[20 Jun 2004|11:15pm] |
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I just spent the last three hours with the most amazing person in the world.. Billy. I love him so much he always makes me laugh.
Also I talked to Christina Marie today and I am noticing that i f'in miss that girl she needs to come home.
Missa is the best, shes so awesome.
Anyways, Cory gave this Cd to Billy to give to me i guess and its really good i don't know the name of the band at the moment because its on the Cd which is spinning in circles in my stero... it might not strike anyone elses interest but i'm sure Christina and Merissa will like it.
Thats all
Billy makes me laugh for hours I have the greatest boyfriend!
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| Today was bad. |
[19 Jun 2004|09:03pm] |
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Nothing really happend today. Pretty boring.
I love him.
Alot
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[18 Jun 2004|10:59pm] |
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A little left of center.
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| WHAT!! YEEEAA |
[18 Jun 2004|03:55pm] |
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*So this morning I woke up and called Merissa, she came and picked me up we went to the mall then off to...Victoria Secret where we bought some cute undies.. lol after some more looking around we went to Taco Bell and got some food.. while we were there minding our own business this little boy asks his mom "if you say your getting coke can you get anything else?" she says yes... then "he says is this the ice" and it was the water thing, mind you the ice thing is labeled.. i looked at Merissa and we started laughing without makeing it obvious as i walk out i'm like damn was he born under a rock the kid was at least nine, then as we went to the eye doctors office and Merissa says "he must be omish" lmao it was grand. now i'm home, I'm still sick so i'm going to take a nap. And William might stop by for a few tonight that makes me happy. :)
Yesterday me and billy went to stony creek and it was really fun... YAY!
i'm done
Billy<3
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| I think about you all the time. |
[15 Jun 2004|01:41pm] |
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Even though the moment pasted me by I still like to think that its not to late. Everything has been out of order lately, its just one of those things you can't get away from..
*Sigh of relief*
William I love you, alot.
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| .I.miss.Him. |
[14 Jun 2004|11:35am] |
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I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
And if I don't make it, know that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
And if I don't make it, know that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
And I hope to God I figure out whats's wrong
I hope to God i figure out whats wrong
If I don't make it, know that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
William I love you.
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[12 Jun 2004|04:41pm] |
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How do you know
Everything I’m about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yeah..
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[11 Jun 2004|09:36pm] |
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I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh**
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| Summer is here |
[11 Jun 2004|07:15pm] |
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Baby help me, Without you my whole world is falling apart
And I am going crazy, life's a prison when you're in love, alone, I need you to come back to me, I don't wanna be alone
Boy I put your love up on a shelf, and i guess i just left it to die,and now we're not together, cause I hurt you too many times, and now you're not around, I wish for every moment of time that got wasted I want you to know I got you if you need it, don't wanna be on the outside looking in, I gotta have you boy, can't you see it, please stay don't go, I don't want it to be over, Give me another chance I wanna be your girl, Boy you got me,I'll do anything, for your love...
SuMmEr Is HeRe... Woohoo bring on the good times.
William..<3
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